You know
I never understood why
The people that we love most
Hurt us more than anyone else
Sh*t, maybe that’s just me
It’s hard to love myself when I’m always sad
Tend to push those away who love me back
All alone, should’ve known you weren’t coming back
Now my texts turn green and my heart is black
Why does love s*ck sometimes?
It sounded like a good idea in my head
You ever sit and wonder why
All these feelings leave when you leave my bed?
And
Now I talk to my walls
I haven’t heard your voice since you’ve been blocking my calls
I haven’t heard «I love you» since we took off our clothes
Skinny-dipping in the river and dried off in the car
Since then it’s been hard
Hard to love myself when I’m always sad
Tend to push those away who love me back
All alone, should’ve known you weren’t coming back
Now my texts turn green and my heart is black

Я не хочу больше врать себе
Эта ложь убила нас двоих
Она сбивала нас с пути
Дай же мне уйти
Сама себе яд
Но зачем это все
Слезы вытирать
Твоей рукой
Звоню тебе в ночь
Чтоб войти к тебе в сон
Иногда мне просто
Нужно помочь

It’s hard to love myself
When I’m always sad
I tend to push those away
Who love me back
All alone, should’ve known
You weren’t coming back
Now my texts turn green
And my heart is black
It’s hard to love myself
When I’m always sad
I tend to push those away
Who love me back
All alone, should’ve known
You weren’t coming back
Now my texts turn green
And my heart is black

Where did you go? You’re outta my reach
Every night I stare at my phone while I cry to sleep
I try to bury our moments and memories
But i’d have to bury myself cuz that’s everything